Joy

 

Joy

Being in love - is pain

Having empathy - is pain

Giving - is pain

Attachment - is pain

Until- you get it back:

If Then;

Being in love - is healing

Having empathy- is healing

Giving - is healing

Attachment - is healing

And- Life becomes

A Joy!

Depression

 Depression

The darkness which engulfs,

The silence which is very loud;

Life which feels almost dead:

You try to rise, you try to walk,

You try to call, you try to do anything;

Alas! You fail- miserably:

There is no goal, no hope,

No drive, No light.

So hard to even breathe:

Each time you gather the pieces,

Another trigger, pulls you down;

No matter, how determined you are,

The loop is very deadly;

We are so close to death,

It feels easier, to slip :

than to Hold On!

Love - Unfair

 Love - Unfair

Its unfair.

When you love,

When you give,

When you devout,

And, all you get;

Is the crumbs!

Not once, not twice

When its the norm:

Whom will take the blame?

Is it me, is it you?

Is it the fate ?

Or the Gods ?

This is the love- unfair

Indeed!

Convenience

Convenience 

Convenience is a word,

Beautifully wrapped:

In friendship,

relationship;

partnership?

kinship.

In separation,

dissociation;

irritation?

manipulation.

In love,

hatred;

the tantrums?

Endurances.

…… and ….!

Convenience is indeed

A beautiful word, wrapped

Perhaps; In more words

Than one could ever say!

Sublime

 Sublime

To be loved,

Is the highest bliss;

To be understood,

Better still:

To be wanted,

Better more!

To be accepted, appreciated,

A blessing - and then

To be loved-

Wouldn’t it be- The Sublime!

A Requiem

 

A Requiem - For me or for you?

I was your buddy,

Not anymore;

I was your home,

Not any more;

I was your mind,

Not any more;

You said you loved,

Not any more;

You were my soul,

Not any more;

I lost my buddy.

I lost my home.

I lost my mind.

I lost my love.

I lost my soul.

And yet, you ask me 

-To be in control! 

I was just in my happy place:

And then you broke;

My heart in to,

A thousand pieces!

I trusted, i had full faith

In what we had 

And yet,

I am here, picking one by one

All the pieces back;

I lost my ground,

I lost my calm,

I miss my friend,

I miss my mate;

I search for you,

About Every where;

Now its all quiet, for

I can hear the requiem!

I did try to be, just

A casual friend!

Alas! Now i know 

I cannot hold-

On Anymore!

All i could do 

Maybe- Is forget?

That I ever 

Had such a mate?

Become an-other

Familiar stranger? 

Guess i should rather,

sing a requiem: for the 

part of me, which still

Hold you the most dear!

May The God, bless me;

And, May The God bless you;

Open it is - For You

Open it is- For You

My mind and,

My heart;

I keep it open.

Only for you:

To read,

The mo- You align;

For only you!

Know to read-

My mind and,

My heart;