A Requiem

 

A Requiem - For me or for you?

I was your buddy,

Not anymore;

I was your home,

Not any more;

I was your mind,

Not any more;

You said you loved,

Not any more;

You were my soul,

Not any more;

I lost my buddy.

I lost my home.

I lost my mind.

I lost my love.

I lost my soul.

And yet, you ask me 

-To be in control! 

I was just in my happy place:

And then you broke;

My heart in to,

A thousand pieces!

I trusted, i had full faith

In what we had 

And yet,

I am here, picking one by one

All the pieces back;

I lost my ground,

I lost my calm,

I miss my friend,

I miss my mate;

I search for him,

About Every where;

Now its all quiet, for

I can hear the requiem!

I did try to be, just

A casual friend!

Alas! Now i know 

I cannot hold-

On Anymore!

All i could do 

Maybe- Is forget?

That I ever 

Had such a mate?

Become an-other

Familiar stranger? 

Guess i should rather 

sing a requiem, for the 

part of me, which still

Hold him the most dear;

May The God bless me.

May The God bless him.

Open it is - For You

Open it is- For You

My mind and,

My heart;

I keep it open.

Only for you:

To read,

The mo- You align;

For only you!

Know to read-

My mind and,

My heart;

I have Me

I Have Me

 I adore me:

Coz i stand by me;

I am proud - that,

i didn’t succumb!

I have me:

To hug my- self;

And i know - i will,

Never let me down!

I go back to my shell,

To claim my space;

Where its only, me 

And God

And loads of calm.. 

yes indeed, i went for a drive:

With a friend who chose,

To leave,

Me on the road;

But back home am I:

In to my calm:

I love me - and that’s just

enough for me!

Lost Love

 Lost love

Love is lost, Between two

Not when one dies;

But when Love dies:

From at least one.

I for one, lost

Two such loves;

One -who faded in to the blues ,

And One- who said he never loved;

I died twice:

Still Un-born;

Frantically, in search;

Of, the promised Love!

The Wait

The Wait

The cobble stone,

On the sandy banks;

Spends a lifetime-

Awaiting:

The single touch,

Of a splashy wave!

The One

 The One

The ultimate union:

Is the one,

With the One;

And if truth be told;

 The ultimate bliss:

Is to be one,

With the One.

More than a friend?

 More than a friend?

I can give my world;

For his kiss:

Which for one is,

So full of love;

I can give my world;

For his high brow:

Which for one is,

The most i crave;

I can give my world;

For talking to him:

And pour all of my,

Soul unto him;

I can give my world;

For being silent, with him:

As he reads through all,

The words that is not said;

I can give my world;

For him, as I can 

Feel our hearts,

Singing, the same tunes;

I can give my world;

Just for him:

For such a bond,

Is very rare!

I can give my world;

As we are opposites:

Able to compliment,

Each other, so well!

I don’t have uncanny dreams;

But i do,

Call him my soul mate;

And then there is him;

Who wants to,

Happily look away - and

Call me, more than a friend!

More than a friend?

May be thats why the saying,

Men will always be men 😜